I leave the food bank trembling and numb
questioning the success of a three hour sit down
what are the preconditions of public art?
I am so fucking disoriented
I sit at the waters’ edge for an hour
watch miniature sparkling ripples on what
looks like chocolate milk
I am always thinking of food
always planning my next meal, never going without.
I am fat with shame
- excerpt from “Artist-in-Residence
In Your Own Time: Artist as Witness to Mutual Aid Disguised at Social Care is a self-published collection of experimental poems and critical reportage by artist Sean Roy Parker, written while digesting the complexity and hypocrisy of the position ‘Socially-Engaged Artists’ are often held by their employers in relation to marginalised groups whilst unable to meet their own needs. This project captures the ambience of a welfare system in chaos, and the affect of disparities imbued by cultural funding on its subjects. The artist was in residence at Erith Food Bank, south east London, when it was abruptly closed in May 2025.
IYOT’s design language is informed by DIY zines and activist pamphlets unearthed during research trips to anarchist archives and community libraries across Britain, including Sparrow’s Nest (Nottingham), 56a Infoshop (London), 1-in-12 Club (Bradford). Designer Lu Fraser’s multivocal approach blends ephemera from Parker’s visits to the food bank, found archival material and scavenged digital whimsy, as well as original drawings. It was edited by writer and facilitator Priya Jay, and printed in risography by Pagemasters.
This publication marks the culmination of an 18-month project commissioned by Three Rivers Bexley as part of Back To Basics, a programme of three concurrent artist-led research projects exploring basic public services in the borough. It was devised by Scott Burrell with support from Chiara Famengo, and funded as part of Creative People and Places by Arts Council England.
Thanks to Lizzie Graham and Meera Shakti Osborne for their insight and advice, and all the staff, volunteers and visitors at Erith Food Bank for their patience and openness.
Note: Both the artist and organisation have agreed to write separate press releases to respect the different experiences of the project.
Written and produced by Sean Roy Parker @fermental_health
Designed by Lu Fraser @wetbog.jpg
Edited by Priya Jay @internetprayer
Printed by PageMasters, Lewisham @pagemasters.co
Run of 100
4-colour risograph on Context Birch and sugar paper
40 pages, singer sewn
285x203mm
Includes a 4-colour risograph poster and bookmark
Publication date 17/11/2025
Distribution
A key purpose of this publication is to stimulate overdue conversation around particular types of artwork and cultural labour that are becoming more prevalent and compromising for freelancer and ‘Socially-Engaged’ artists.. Copies are being distributed to ‘caretaker’ organisations across the UK and Ireland, and beyond, to be held In Common Trust. From these locations, it is hoped the publication will stir conversations and actions which will appear in wider public programming to be explored with local mutual aid groups and diverse audiences. If you are affiliated with an artist-run organisation or institute that could become a ‘caretaker’ and host an event around this topic, please get in touch.